Someone tell my mother to stop bothering me about how to find a job, what places I should send my curriculum (even if they have nothing to do with my career/interest or I lack of the experience for the job) and places to go B|

Someone please tell my sister to stop being a bitch because every time we fight for some reason her smarter reply is 'at least I have a job'.

My grandmother died yesterday afternoon. She was really old and couldn't walk anymore or eat by herself..the last days were horrible and she couldn't even drink anymore. Her death wasn't unexpected, but still painful. Today I been working on my mother's shoe shop because she been with my grandfather all the day in the funeral parlor, and the funeral is tomorrow morning. I'm stressed and tired, and sad, but that's again not unexpected. So much for my first day of vacation.

Tomorrow night on Spain is the Bonfires of Saint John, so I just have to work half of the day, but star one hours earlier than usual If you saw me on the internet at 2 am, please yell at me to go to bed. :| and I don't have to work this Wednesday /o/ YAY.

This year I'm not very inclined to celebrate anything, my father was called Juan (John) and this celebration just remimd me that he is not here anymore. Oh well...

An now that I probably get you all depressed, let's talk about somethign else. this is twaht I do at work when I have nothing to do:

Original Pic
( Original Pic )
( The result )


:3 I like it. Photoshop is ♥

Hi people, I need advice so feel free to give me your opinion about my problem. You know I’m Spanish and my English sucks so forgive all the mistakes I’m going to do because it’s hard to explain that in my non-natural language.

 Here we go.

The parent’s of one of my best friend bought a house in another town some years ago and they’re going to live there very soon so my friend will have the flat where they live now all for her. She needs to share the flat to pay the rent (very low rent but still) and she told me if I want to live with her and possibly another girl/guy. I said yes the first time she told me about it because it was al before we discover my father’s cancer. Yesterday she told me that the new house is ready for her parent to live and she will have the flat for us very soon if I’m still interested.  She don’t push me or something like that, she just asked me if now I want to live with her known how the thing are going on my family, and if I don’t she will be fine with it. I told her that I’m not sure and that I will tell her something this week.

 I’m not sure. I think (and my friends think the same) that I really need a change in my life. I can barely sleep because of my anxiety and I feel like crying all the day, which it sucks because I really HATE to cry. But I don’t know how my parents are going to take it. My father has so much mood swing that I really want to slap him or hug him from a minute to other. Once he told to me and my sister “I can’t wait for the day you two leave this place”, but he was angry and I (think) know that he didn’t want that.

 So I don’t know what to do. I will try to talk with my mother tomorrow when we are alone to see what she thinks.

 
What should I do?