Oh, fuck

[lylith_st]

I hate when people ask me “how are you ?” What I’m supposed to say?

Oh lets see…Still no job that I like, no boyfriend and with an important family problems because my father have cancer…yeah, my life sucks, thanks for make me notice that again.

They really don’t care about what you’re going to say, they just expecting you to say “oh fine, like always” or something lame like that.

I’m don’t mean you people, I know you care it’s just...some people..urgh

I finished my job on the shoe shop today because it was a temporal job (5 months). The next then days I will be working on a Sitges fantastic Cinema festival of Catalonia , on the ticket-window, like 10 hour every day. I tried to find a better job on the festival but…no luck :( Don’t get me wrong, I like the festival, it’s funs and you can watch a lot of cool movies and see a lot of curious thing and people freak like me.

I don’t have a job after that, so I will be searching for it. Let’s hope the best. Wish me luck =)…I really need it U_U

I feel like a waste of space…sometimes I just want to disappear :/



[mood| unhappy]

Comments

[petty-shine.livejournal.com]

I know exactally how you feel, without the cancer father and instead add many friends who are suicidal, have eating disorders and except me to try and save them.
When I just want to save myself

*HUGS* ^_^
Just remember that phillycheese <3's you!

[petty-shine.livejournal.com]

I found something especially for you that I think will make you laugh [I know it made me laugh]
So set 25mins aside to watch this, you'll love it!
Nevermind the buzzcocks starring John Barrowman
part 1:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8ZRLbP4EAsQ
part 2:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vyqNZ264qCo
part 3:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fh9a4Dy-JAE

Its great to see him having so much fun and so gay

"Lets have a gay-off!!"

[lylith-st.livejournal.com]

thanks for the support babe. Living is hard, no matter who you are -_-

OOOH THANKS A LOT FOR THE VIDEOOOS!! john! *_* gotta love that man and his lovely smirk :3

I love you too hon!

PS: see my vatar? jack approves! =D