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Oh, fuck

I hate when people ask me “how are you ?” What I’m supposed to say?

Oh lets see…Still no job that I like, no boyfriend and with an important family problems because my father have cancer…yeah, my life sucks, thanks for make me notice that again.

They really don’t care about what you’re going to say, they just expecting you to say “oh fine, like always” or something lame like that.

I’m don’t mean you people, I know you care it’s just...some people..urgh

I finished my job on the shoe shop today because it was a temporal job (5 months). The next then days I will be working on a Sitges fantastic Cinema festival of Catalonia , on the ticket-window, like 10 hour every day. I tried to find a better job on the festival but…no luck :( Don’t get me wrong, I like the festival, it’s funs and you can watch a lot of cool movies and see a lot of curious thing and people freak like me.

I don’t have a job after that, so I will be searching for it. Let’s hope the best. Wish me luck =)…I really need it U_U

I feel like a waste of space…sometimes I just want to disappear :/

[mood|

unhappy]

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Ànims noia! Segur que trobaràs una bona feina aviat (creuo els dits)! ^^ Ja explicaràs què tal el Festival i si hi ha alguna peli que s'ha de veure! ^^

Amb això del nòvio t'entenc: jo tinc la teva mateixa edat i MAI he tingut nòvio (que cutre sóc U_U) i, ara, no puc veure a la persona que m'agrada... sóc patètica... si t'expliqués tota la història... ¬¬U Ja no tinc massa esperança de trobar algú que m'estimi i a qui jo estimi... T_T Aquest tema em deprimeix molt, de debò... T_T

Et desitjo el millor! Sort! ^^

Doan no et deprimeixis! que per lo qeu jo sé, tenir novio tampoc es cap maravella . si veiesis els problemons que tenen les meves amigues...asiih

Anims tu tb i gràcies per tot cariñoo!!
ja et donaré noticies del festival! MUAK

Moltes gràcies! Ànims tu també! ^^

Oh honey!! If I could use English or Spanish fluently, I write something funny and make you smile. *sighs*

I like your art and believe you get a job in your mind someday soon. You're young. Don't you lose heart.

I wish you all the luck in the world. :)

thanks babe! hugs you =)

don't worry, your english is just fine, you help me a lot

*chuack*

*Hugs hugs hugs* MUCHA SUERTE. De verdad deseo que puedas conseguir trabajo en tu área muy pronto :/ pediré mucho por ti, te mando mis mejores deseos.

Y.no.eres.gasto.de.espacio. Period :3 *Hugs y le deja a Chase y Peter de peluche*

*hugs you back*

Awwwwwww Chase y peter!! eso siemrpe anima!!

^^ gracias guapaaaaaaaaa!

when people ask me how I am, I usually respond "alive." It often beats the alternative of telling them how I really am.

*hugs*

really good response. thansk a lot for the comment

*hugs you back*

I'm so sorry, sweetheart. :C

I want you to e-mail me if you need anything.
I'll do whatever I can for you.

thanks hon!!!!!!!! *hugs you*

anything, uh? uhm....^^ehhehehe * having nasty thoughts*

como que te gustaria desaparecer???y que hariamos nosotras sin ti?eh?eh?eh? a que no has pensado en eso! entro aqui casi cada dia solo para ver si has hecho aun tipo de obra de arte! incluso tengo guardadas tuyas qeu no son ni de House, pero es que dibujas tan bien...ainsss malgastando espacio...sereas inconsciente!

Que sepas , vale puede sonar irreal porque no te conozco, pero que te echaria de menos tela, porque jos, no se conocen artistas tods lo dias...

ANIMO! y por cierto, chulisamas las zapatillas de la entrada siguiente...

#^_^# vaya tu si que sabes levantar la moral!!! Muchas gracias por tus palabras, las necesitaba de veras. me alegro de saber que te gustan tanto mis dibujos, aunque no sean de House.

Ohjala nos conozcamos algún dia!! besoooos!!!!!!!!!!! =D

a que hago bien la pelota e incluso parezco desinteresada...????

siiiii, mucho!! XD

gracias por todo nena ^_^

Oh hon! *gives a big hug* I hope you find something nice...10 hours day..Poor thing! I hope you get paid well. And I live they way: everything happends when it's meant to. Bad way of living, but it keeps me on the road :D

Come to Finland I will fix u a job :D

oh don't worry i get paid well for just to work 15 days ^^ ' it's hard but it's fun too.

wiooo yes I ahve to come to findland!! eyy give me yoru adress, I will send you poscard from catalonia! =D!!!

I luv poscards ^^ but if you don't want to do it it's fine

of course I wanna postcard =D How I give it without getting cards around the world? XDDDDDDDD I hope you find something cool after that. GOOD LUCK!!!!

And Chase is +++ 10 :D

Do you wanna card from Finland? Give me your adress and you get one from here :D

yay perfeeeeeect! i wll send you and e-mail babe!!!! =D

I feel like a waste of space…sometimes I just want to disappear :/

Aw hon! Don't say that :(
For what it's worth, we've all been there! (I can speak on my behalf and most of the people I know). I also keep hearing from people who engage in arts that it's always a struggle at the beginning. I'll keep my fingers crossed for you!

thank hoN! At last I have all of you to talk about my problems. Nice to know I have such good friends! ^^

PS: I been doing a lot of Scot/logan fan art, some of the pic (and chibi comics) are for you ^_^

OMG, Really? Hon, that is so sweet of you!! I can't wait to see them :D :D

oooh yes! alot of them XD

I know exactally how you feel, without the cancer father and instead add many friends who are suicidal, have eating disorders and except me to try and save them.
When I just want to save myself

*HUGS* ^_^
Just remember that phillycheese <3's you!

I found something especially for you that I think will make you laugh [I know it made me laugh]
So set 25mins aside to watch this, you'll love it!
Nevermind the buzzcocks starring John Barrowman
part 1:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8ZRLbP4EAsQ
part 2:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vyqNZ264qCo
part 3:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fh9a4Dy-JAE

Its great to see him having so much fun and so gay

"Lets have a gay-off!!"

thanks for the support babe. Living is hard, no matter who you are -_-

OOOH THANKS A LOT FOR THE VIDEOOOS!! john! *_* gotta love that man and his lovely smirk :3

I love you too hon!

PS: see my vatar? jack approves! =D

En este momento de tu vida, estás haciendo lo mejor que puedes en las circunstancias en que te encuentras.

No seas tan dura contigo misma. ¡Animos!

*mucho abrazos*

gracias por comprendrmeeee y darme tu apoyo, lo necesitaba. Joder que dificil es vivir...

BESOS!!!!

You're not a waste of space. You're such a lovely perosn, and your pictures make so many people smile. :) Your friends and family are lucky to have you. :D

Good luck, dear! With everything. *hugs*

aww thanks hon! You cheer me up. it's just... i feel sad somethimes

:) love ya, cowgirl!

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