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It's me birthday and I cry if I want to....
So that's is. I'm 25 years old lady now. I feel so old D:
I know I'm not, but I just feel old, not for my age but my life I think. I miss my dad, I really hate when I dream about him (who's often) because I hate to wake up and remember he's not longer here. And he died exactly one month before his birthday (10-4-08) and two month before my birthday because we born at the same day. I just feel like crying all the tiem these days.
*Sigh*
Today was (is) a really good day but still. I saw my friends, I got a second interview for a job I really like and I'm goign to work there the next week as a training (wish me luck)and some people gave me presents. I want to thank you all of you who whished me a happy b-day.
Still feel like crying even when I write this (I am infact and I don't usually cry. Never in front of people at least). I'm just too much fucked up aren't I?
I'm depressing, sorry. It was a good day after all. I was really happy about the job and all, but I just miss him too much now.
I know I'm not, but I just feel old, not for my age but my life I think. I miss my dad, I really hate when I dream about him (who's often) because I hate to wake up and remember he's not longer here. And he died exactly one month before his birthday (10-4-08) and two month before my birthday because we born at the same day. I just feel like crying all the tiem these days.
*Sigh*
Today was (is) a really good day but still. I saw my friends, I got a second interview for a job I really like and I'm goign to work there the next week as a training (wish me luck)and some people gave me presents. I want to thank you all of you who whished me a happy b-day.
Still feel like crying even when I write this (I am infact and I don't usually cry. Never in front of people at least). I'm just too much fucked up aren't I?
I'm depressing, sorry. It was a good day after all. I was really happy about the job and all, but I just miss him too much now.
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You have birthday wishes from me, though! And I just thought that I'd tell you that I'm happy to have met you.
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^_^ I hope so
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Happy birthday, at any rate. I wish you happiness and hope you cheer up a little soon.
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Saps? Em pensava que eres un any més gran que jo i m'he endut una sorpresa en veure que no! ^^U
Molta sort amb la feina, espero que et vagi bé el període de prova! ^^
I molts ànims, encara que això de perdre un pare és molt dur i encara més si és un pare com cal... *abraçades*
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JAJAJAJAJAJA
Es bromaaaa *petons* Gràcies guapa! <3
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*hugs*
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yeah but life goes on. At least I have all of you ^_^
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But still happy-happy birthday and I hope everything will be better soon. :)
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Oh my love yoru icons Jack is plove <3 can I have him for my birthdaY????
PD: I must finish your pic of Owen/Ianto :/
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Te quiero <33
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<3333
mirare fotos de jesse spencer o john barrowman para animarme
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*HUGS BACK*
Look like I have mental crisis sometimes ^^'
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Ya...sigh..en fin
*abrazos*
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Good luck with your job, dear!
And happy birthday! Lots of love and luck and inspiration and big smiles and cute guys and great friends for you! ♥ ♥ ♥
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T__T!
XD but we look gooood!
Happy birthday!
I hope you had a great time in Italy!!
(XD y no se porque escribo en ingles si bien puedo escribir en espanhol, XD creo que el post en eng tiene mucho que ver!)
Cuidate!
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me lo pasé muy bien en Italia, fue muy bonito :)
gracias guapa <3
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Aww pepper <3
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And I'm sorry about your dad, I hope you'll have a much better year. *hugs again*
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+hugs x 100 back*
thansk dear :_)
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espero que te la hayas pasado super bien y ahora que lo pienso, que españa le ganara a rusia 4-1 fue un super regalo no? :D
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graciiias guapa! <3
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Happy Birthday... even though it wasn't the greatest. But... "The sun'll come up... tomorrow..."
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thankies! ..I hope!
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And good luck on your training-- hope everything goes well!
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X3
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¡Feliz cumpleaños!
Muchos abrazos y ojalá que pronto te sientas más animada.
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GRACIAS!!! *besos*
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espero que te heyan regalado eso que deseabas y no se lo habias dico a nadie!!!! y suerte con el trabajo!!¿puedo preguntar de que?
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gracias encanto ^_^