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Someone Kill me please
Random facts about my lame and some of my really emo thoughts
Not a happy post -_-
Not a happy post -_-
-I live on a really open-minded village, and I love it. We are famous on or country and we are one of the most important gay- touristy places of Spain. I’m not gay, actually. But I kissed a girl too and I really don’t care much of the gender if I like the person who’s next to me. It’s just boys turn me on and girls doesn’t. So now I’m still single and trying to find a decent person who wants to be with me. Too bad James Marsden is taken. : _( aw
-I like to be alone because sometimes I just feel like I want to hit some of my friends; they can be so selfish just talking about boy and themselves. I never talk about myself much and I like to hear the other but sometimes it’s just so much. That’s why I’m ranting here -_- There’s another friend I have I really enjoy to pass time with, but they not live near me and that sucks.
-I finished my career (Publicity and Public Relationships) on September 2006 and I’m still trying to find a job. I worked as a freelance, drawing the illustrations of different books and I’m currently working on a shoe shop while I try to find a job of my career. That’s really depressing to me, because I feel Like I lost a year and I’m just a deception and waste of space on my home and as a human being. I’m really worried about my future and that’s killing me.
-I didn’t have vacation in 7 years. Looks like my life is always the same, just like Eduard Norton on the fight Club: Everything is a copy of a copy of a copy. I want to thing it’s just a phase. A really long phase. I need to sleep more.
-I have an old collection of my little pony, like 35 toys from my childhood. They’re the only toys I keep since I was like 5 years old and the other day I found a videotape with some of the episodes of the show. I love it as a kid so I was overjoyed.
-My computer is the son of the devil, but all of you already know that’ right?
-I have and older sister (27 yearsd old). She still living with us but she’s not much at home because she works most of the day and then she’s always hanging around with her friend at night. My mother is always saying that mi sister thinks that she leave on a hostel or something like that, because she don’t help at home much. And for much I mean nothing at all. Don’t get me wrong, I love my sis but you know the parable of the
The prodigal son ? Is like that to her. I always though that was a very unfair for the son that always followed his father. Oh well, maybe it’s just me…
-I ‘m a member of the Medecins Sans Fronteres ( MSF) and I’m a organ donor. I can’t give blood because I’m anaemic, I wasn’t I will do it too. My sister is a biologist and I can’t convince her to be a donor too…at least she’s always a blood donor.
biologist
-My father has pancreatic cancer. I didn’t talk about that on the first fact about me but, just like House says, if you say something about cancer then all the conversations you have is always about that. And I hate it. My father had chemotherapy and radiotherapy and now we have to wait like a month to see if the treatment had work and he can have surgery. I hope so.
I love my mother to death but she’s getting on my nerves, seriously. Mostly because I’m like her and she’s stressed and worried too, and she have the same problem as I have to talk a bout it. But well, all of my family is worried, maybe lest my sister but she lives on her own world so that’s normal.
Sorry for bother all of you with my depressing though. Kisses babes <3
And I post that song, because I love it and I feel exactly like that.
Jack’s lament
There are few who'd deny, at what I do I am the best
For my talents are renowned far and wide
When it comes to surprises in the moonlit night
I excel without ever even trying
With the slightest little effort of my ghostlike charms
I have seen grown men give out a shriek
With the wave of my hand, and a well-placed moan
I have swept the very bravest off their feet
Yet year after year, it's the same routine
And I grow so weary of the sound of screams
And I, Jack, the Pumpkin King
Have grown so tired of the same old thing
Oh, somewhere deep inside of these bones
An emptiness began to grow
There's something out there, far from my home
A longing that I've never known
I'm a master of fright, and a demon of light
And I'll scare you right out of your pants
To a guy in Kentucky, I'm Mister Unlucky
And I'm known throughout England and France
And since I am dead, I can take off my head
To recite Shakespearean quotations
No animal nor man can scream like I can
With the fury of my recitations
But who here would ever understand
That the Pumpkin King with the skeleton grin
Would tire of his crown, if they only understood
He'd give it all up if he only could
Oh, there's an empty place in my bones
That calls out for something unknown
The fame and praise come year after year
Does nothing for these empty tears
-I like to be alone because sometimes I just feel like I want to hit some of my friends; they can be so selfish just talking about boy and themselves. I never talk about myself much and I like to hear the other but sometimes it’s just so much. That’s why I’m ranting here -_- There’s another friend I have I really enjoy to pass time with, but they not live near me and that sucks.
-I finished my career (Publicity and Public Relationships) on September 2006 and I’m still trying to find a job. I worked as a freelance, drawing the illustrations of different books and I’m currently working on a shoe shop while I try to find a job of my career. That’s really depressing to me, because I feel Like I lost a year and I’m just a deception and waste of space on my home and as a human being. I’m really worried about my future and that’s killing me.
-I didn’t have vacation in 7 years. Looks like my life is always the same, just like Eduard Norton on the fight Club: Everything is a copy of a copy of a copy. I want to thing it’s just a phase. A really long phase. I need to sleep more.
-I have an old collection of my little pony, like 35 toys from my childhood. They’re the only toys I keep since I was like 5 years old and the other day I found a videotape with some of the episodes of the show. I love it as a kid so I was overjoyed.
-My computer is the son of the devil, but all of you already know that’ right?
-I have and older sister (27 yearsd old). She still living with us but she’s not much at home because she works most of the day and then she’s always hanging around with her friend at night. My mother is always saying that mi sister thinks that she leave on a hostel or something like that, because she don’t help at home much. And for much I mean nothing at all. Don’t get me wrong, I love my sis but you know the parable of the
The prodigal son ? Is like that to her. I always though that was a very unfair for the son that always followed his father. Oh well, maybe it’s just me…
-I ‘m a member of the Medecins Sans Fronteres ( MSF) and I’m a organ donor. I can’t give blood because I’m anaemic, I wasn’t I will do it too. My sister is a biologist and I can’t convince her to be a donor too…at least she’s always a blood donor.
biologist
-My father has pancreatic cancer. I didn’t talk about that on the first fact about me but, just like House says, if you say something about cancer then all the conversations you have is always about that. And I hate it. My father had chemotherapy and radiotherapy and now we have to wait like a month to see if the treatment had work and he can have surgery. I hope so.
I love my mother to death but she’s getting on my nerves, seriously. Mostly because I’m like her and she’s stressed and worried too, and she have the same problem as I have to talk a bout it. But well, all of my family is worried, maybe lest my sister but she lives on her own world so that’s normal.
Sorry for bother all of you with my depressing though. Kisses babes <3
And I post that song, because I love it and I feel exactly like that.
Jack’s lament
There are few who'd deny, at what I do I am the best
For my talents are renowned far and wide
When it comes to surprises in the moonlit night
I excel without ever even trying
With the slightest little effort of my ghostlike charms
I have seen grown men give out a shriek
With the wave of my hand, and a well-placed moan
I have swept the very bravest off their feet
Yet year after year, it's the same routine
And I grow so weary of the sound of screams
And I, Jack, the Pumpkin King
Have grown so tired of the same old thing
Oh, somewhere deep inside of these bones
An emptiness began to grow
There's something out there, far from my home
A longing that I've never known
I'm a master of fright, and a demon of light
And I'll scare you right out of your pants
To a guy in Kentucky, I'm Mister Unlucky
And I'm known throughout England and France
And since I am dead, I can take off my head
To recite Shakespearean quotations
No animal nor man can scream like I can
With the fury of my recitations
But who here would ever understand
That the Pumpkin King with the skeleton grin
Would tire of his crown, if they only understood
He'd give it all up if he only could
Oh, there's an empty place in my bones
That calls out for something unknown
The fame and praise come year after year
Does nothing for these empty tears
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petons
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James MarsdenJensen Ackles está ocupado también uwu.Las otras cosas que están fuera de tu control, pues mi experiencia me dice let them be y tómalas como vengan. Pediré mucho porque puedas encontrar un trabajo pronto, la verdad es que eso a mí me aterra; la idea de graduarme y luego pasar al desempleo >w<
Y eso, que te quiero, MUCHO *Hugs*
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LOL Bitchspal!
oooh a Jensen Ackles tb le daría yo un buen rapaPOLVo silo tuviera cerca XD
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*estruja*
My computer is the son of the devil
All of them are, darlin'. Is kind of their
modus operandiprerogative.Espero que ya te vayas sintiendo mejor, y si no... lo único que puedo ofrecer es fic, que aunque no te conozca, la hermanandad de Livejournal es fuerte y buena y hay que honrarla
como a la pereza! *estruja más*<3
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XD los ordenadores son el diable, al mio lo llamo Lucifer, en serio XDDDD
BESOS
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Deseo que podría ofrecer una cierta ayuda verdadera, pero que aconseje y similares sea algo en quien aspiro realmente. Pero sentiré bastante malo si yo no intento hacer (algo) así que apenas lo tomaré de la tapa y haré mi mejor. :)
Sobre el solo, sé durante todos mis años en la High School secundaria I sentido como ése. Porque pasaría a través de los pasillos, y de ti vería pares por todas partes. Sin mencionar mi mamá haría sin cesar sobre cómo cuando ella era mis muchachos de la edad lucharían sobre ella y tal. Aspira para oírla hablar de ella porque nunca conseguí esa clase de atención.
Pero también recuerdo que mi primo (quién está alrededor de tu edad) era diciéndome que el estar con alguien no es tan grande como mira. Ella tiene un novio, pero no te conozco bien porque lo he encontrado solamente una vez. Y soy un poco escéptico sobre él, también…
Pero ella me dijo que si eres solo, estás más libre de hacer lo que quieres.
Pero con riesgo de sonar sensiblero y retardado, estoy seguro que la persona adecuada aparecerá.
Y estoy seguro que tienes algunos amigos realmente buenos que te amen mucho.
Si podría conseguirme de alguna manera donde estás, pasaría tanta hora con ti pues podría. Y te dejaría hablar para de lo que quisiste mientras quisieras.
He pensado siempre que qué la otra gente está haciendo es la manera más interesante que qué estoy haciendo, y oiría hablar algo lo que él quiere decir.
Hablaré mismo si me pidieron algo, o si me estoy utilizando como ejemplo. Como ahora, conjeturo.
Pero hago realmente con nosotros podría vivir más cerca junto.
Sé la frustración de él puede ser cuando todo el lo hace es alguien va en alrededor ellos mismos. Qué hago a correcto que sea intento y cambio el tema, o algo similar. O decir algo como " Me has contado esa historia sobre tu novio before." Y cerrarán quizá para arriba.
¡Si no, hablar para arriba, muchacha! Sé que podría ser duro (considerando tendré gusto, nunca decir cualquier cosa sobre cualquier cosa porque soy un gatito gigante) pero si son amigos realmente buenos quizá retrocederán. No realizan probablemente el tht que están siendo ése que molesta.
Los trabajos pueden realmente coger aspiran. Seriamente.
Es tan duro encontrar uno, sobre todo si no estás trabajando. Encontrar un trabajo es más fácil si tienes ya uno.
Pero es bueno que has hecho el trabajo gráfico para los libros y tales. ¿Entrar en contacto con quizá a esas compañías otra vez y preguntar si necesitan cualquier cosa pronto, o saber si lo hace cualquier persona?
Los trabajos son volubles, y estoy intentando conseguir uno mismo. (Y fallando.)
Espero que encuentres uno realmente pronto.
Siento la misma manera sobre la cosa de las vacaciones.
Tomar quizá un centro de la ciudad del viaje, si tu ciudad tiene un centro de la ciudad agradable. O llevar un día o aún un fin de semana hacia fuera la ciudad grande y de suceso más cercana. No es probablemente vacaciones verdaderas, pero apenas el conseguir lejos para un pedacito sería bueno.
Deseo que grabara todas las demostraciones que miré como cabrito.
¿No eran la TV y los juguetes impresionantes cuando éramos pequeños?
*beats suben tu computer*
Deseo que podría decir algo con respecto a tu hermana. Soy el más viejo, con dos hermanos gemelos más jovenes a que no viva con más.
No puedo decir tan que sé adónde estás viniendo con de ése, pero puedo conseguir la idea de cómo sientes.
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Y no pienso que puedo donar la sangre, cualquiera. Puedo ser diabético o algo. No la quieren tan. D:
Pero conjeturo que puedo venir a ti si necesito nunca un hígado o algo. : B
Bien, conjeturo que no puedes conseguir realmente a tu hermana ser un donante, también. (No probablemente o, cualquiera me preguntó o qué.)
Es apenas algo que conjeturo que ella no quiere hacer.
Me has dicho sobre tu padre antes. Y deseo que hablaras más sobre él. Querría ser guardado hasta la fecha con todo el eso y cómo él está haciendo y lo que.
Espero que él pueda conseguir la cirugía y todo otro que él necesita CUANTO ANTES.
*HUGS* lo siento tan sobre ese, miel, y deseo que todo se resuelva para ti y tu familia.
Bleh, problemas de la madre.
Puedo entender eso. Amo a mi mamá, pero tuve que moverse lejos de ella porque los shes un alcohólico.
Solamente tus cosas no tienen gusto de mi cosa.
Si tienes la misma clase de problemas, puedes sentarse quizá y hablar abou él para conseguir visiónes de cada uno.
Eso podía ayudarte, yo supone.
¿Email yo si tú cada necesidad cualquier cosa en absoluto, aceptable?
(Long comment is LOOOONNNNG)
(So long in fact, I had to comment twice to get it all in.
Sorry about that.)
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I wish I was there with you, to spend the day hanging around, playing, eating and making fun of everything. I always wanted to go to Canada (my mum too) and I hope some day I will do it. So be sure that I will be calling you to bother you on your face :3
I talk a lot, really, just never about myself. I like to talk about a lot of things, movies, art, books…, it’s just “some” of my friends like to talk about boys, dates, and all that stuff. Don’t get me wrong, I have nice friends, they help me a lot with my father thing and I love them all, but especially two of them can be a bit annoying sometimes. It’s mostly my fault because I’m not that much of a party girl.
Yah I know that having a boyfriend/girlfriend is not that fun at all, so I’m not all worried about that because is the last of my problems.
oohh I love old kids TV shows. I have to make a post talking about them =D
Thanks about the comment of the “donor “thing. I always thought that if I’m death my organs are not useful for me anymore, so maybe another person can use them LOL of course I will give you my liver :3
I will tell you more of my father on e-mail. Now he’s going well, let’s just have hope.
I’m really sorry about your mum. I know our problems are different but they suck the same. *HUGS YOU TO DEATH*
I LOVE LONG COMMENT!!!! A LOT!
I like the way you talk Spanish a lot ^^
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"Dont cut me up when I'm dead! D:"
I already know what I want done to me after I die.
LOL I've practically planned my funeral. Isn't that weird?
Old TV shows are sweet.
They're why I am what I am today. :D
YAY! You love my long comment! And you like my Spanish!
I would have made this comment in Spanish but I'm lazy right now. X3
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you're not weird, you're PREPARED!!XD
I know what I want for my funeral too, I want to be incinerated adn a big party. I don't want to be on a box 2 feets under.
^____^ old tv show are pure love, better than actual kid's show on my opinion
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Because it's WAY better than rotting underground.
Yay! I HALP WITH ENGRISH. :B
Anners am smrt.
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YEAH YUR BERY GUD AT INGLISX!
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One of my sister is creedy. If someone of us gets something from parents she needs to have the same...It would be okey if she was nine or something like but she is over 30 and she has her own kid and husband...
My friends drives me crazy most of the time :D That's why I'm here. And I'm really crappy with friends. Because when I'm on bad mood I can be mean.
I'm also organ donor. In Finland it works the way: You die ---> they give you organs if they usefull. I have this little yellow card with me.
Computers are crap. Really...But you can't live without them.
Parents. Sometimes I really understand Shawn. Because my dad wont give me gredit not matter what I do but if I do something wrong.He comes yelling at me. But after 20 years well...You get use to it. And my mom...When I try to talk something that she dosen't like she goes on selfbity and that gets me even more annoind.
School. Well I have nice job now but I want more...And now I'm in turning point...Do I stay on my job or try to catch dreams? I'm not sure what to do.
I hope this makes you feel better..Your not alone.
ps. Nice girl like you will get James Marsden one day. Use your boobs ;)
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I understand the problem with your sister. I love her, but sometimes she’s a pain in the ass XD
Ooooh, when I’m on bad mood I’m sarcastic and mean too, just like House with a bad-leg-day. And then I feel guilty, because I always feel guilty and I apologize and they say that it‘s fine and it doesn’t matter but I still feeling like crap.
You a donor tooo! Yay! =D you’re the first one I know after me -_- and that suck.
Well, in Spain is different. You have to say that you want to be a donor and they give you the card, it’s yellow here too ^-^
Yeah parent can be annoying sometimes, but you’re going to love them anyway.
*HUGS YOU*
I had a hate/love relationship with my computer Lucipher. Yeah I named it Lucipher. You should call your XD
Yes, James Marsden will be mine!!! >: D no one can resist boob power XD
PS: don't you love my avatar? Shassi <3
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I think being a donor is good thing...You could give some little one long life.
Of course not everyone in Finland is donor, is up to you if you want to be...But still, there is the card thing.
Lucipher would be great name on my laptop :D
They are called friends because they will stand u even if you are bitch sometimes...At least my friends does :D
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my friends are like that too, isn't it awesome? Is like shawn and Gus, I was watching scary sherry yesterday adn it's full of awesome Gus/ Shawn friend moments :D
Shawns wears green a lot too, I think it fits him :3
I love Lassiter on that episode too, he's so fun with
that woman..Goldchbert? I don't knwo how to writter her name XD
He's always looking more embarrased and confused than angry. And he even open to car door for her, awww our Lassy si such a gentleman ^^
I can't wait to see the next season dammn :|
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What about Satan for your laptop's name?
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Well I hope that the soudn will be ok soon ^^' i hoooope
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<3 thanks
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You have some things in common with me! Sadly, the 'father situation' is something we share too. My dad is on chemo for the third time. In a month or so we will see if it's having effect on the metastasis.
I know how booooooooooooooring friends can be talking non-stop about boys, clothes and home duties!!!! *blahgh*
I've been there, in that 'limbo phase' of life. I know things will get better, much better. When? I believe we all have something we need to learn before changes appear in our life to make us move forward. Maybe we need to learn to be patient, to be in a place so we can help someone that will need us... I like to believe there's a reason (or lots of reasons) for almost everything that happens in our life. Have faith and courage. Meanwhile, I'm happy to read your rants everytime you want it, and have fun doing the things you enjoy.
Love you dearly, my wonderful friend.
*Chuac, chuac, chuac, chuac, chuac*
:D
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*hugs you*
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Creo que a todos nos pasa alguna vez en la vida que nos sentimos como estancados, como que no sabemos ni a dónde vamos ni qué es lo que queremos.
Lo importante es no desesperarse, concentrarse en una meta y poner todo el esfuerzo en ella.
El éxito no siempre llega de inmediato. En las biografías de gente que hoy es exitosa seguido cuentan todos los problemas que tuvieron antes de lograr lo que querían.
Así que no te pongas triste. Muchas veces, para que nuestro mundo cambie, nosotros tenemos que cambiar desde el interior, llenándonos de pensamientos positivos.
Muchos abrazos y ojalá que todo salga bien para tu padre.
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UN BESOTE!!
ps: me encanta ese avatar XD
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I can just hope you'll find solutions for your problems and things will turn for you and your family to the best.
And when your friends annoy you by talking about boring stuff, you can always talk to your Internet friends. :)
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i hoep all goes well with you and your family too babe!!! =D
*hugs felinerose*
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*BIG FLUFFY HEART-WARMING HUG*