Ok I decided that I will not leave my home for now. The doctors decided to change my father’s treatment one week ago and until the 6 of March we don’t know the new one, so he’s feeling better not that he don’t’ have chemo every week. I will wait at least until I know what the doctors decided to do. My mother was in a really good mood today, my father was relaxed and fine too and I didn’t feel like to ruin the day, because it was a good day. The first good day in a month. The other girls and I cleared some important things of the project we are doing, I have the time to work on my own webpage at home, to visit my grandparents and to get some more photograph of Carnival. It was a good day maybe because everyone was happy or maybe because these weeks I was having a mental crack down and I was nearly going to leave but finally don’t.

Duh. I’m and Idiot.


Sorry for get all of you into my mental crack down. <3


And to Elena my vigatana de prestao, te loviu <3

Today I just slept 4 hours...I think I'm dead.