I'M SO STRESSED AND TIRED OF ALL AND I HATE NEW YEARS NIGHT BECAUSE YOU HAVE TO ACT HAPPY EVEN IF YOU DON'T FEEL LIKE THAT AT ALL, AND YOU HAVE TO GO PARTY AND GO SLEEP LATE BECAUSE IF YOU DON'T YOU'RE SUCH A DICK AND I'M TIRED OFF AL THAT STUPID THINGS, BECAUSE MY 2007 WAS SO FULL OF CRAP AND THE NEXT YEAR DON'T LOOK ANY BETTER. I NEED MORE SLEEP BECAUSE I SPEND MY CHRISTMAS HOLIDAYS WORKING 9 HOURS A BABYSITTER AND I DON'T HAVE TIME TO FINISH THE WORK I ALREADY SHOULD BE DONE FOR THE COURSET. AND I FEEL TIRED AND FRUSTRATED AND WHEN I'M LIKE THAT I GET MAD AT MY FRIENDS AND THEN I FEEL GUILTY AND EVEN MORE FRUSTRATED. AND DAMNN I NEED A BOYFRIEND OR SOMEONE TO HUG AND TOLD ME THAT ALL WILL BE FINE EVEN IF I KNOW IT'S A LIE