To do list:
-Buy food. It will help me to live.
-Break up with 3 am. We can't keep meeting that way, I need to sleep to see if the world is better when my brain cells are not dying.
-Kill my cousin. *shifty eyes.*He likes to RP too, and he stalk DDD and rpsecrets. His interned died and I think that he did something when I allowed him to us my computer ....>>'
I DON'T WANT TO GO BACK TO WORK
I HATE WAKING UP EARLY D8
...and my mother's family is coming over this week to invade my house. They never try to find a hotel, they literally invade our home and we need to go to my grandfather's or my aunt's home to sleep. And it's a pain because I will be working all the day and I will not be able to relax once I'm back..fuck.
Don't get me wrong, I absolutely LOVED the movie, but the story made me think of my grandparents because they met and fell in love when he was 15 and she was 11.
I'm being emo again, ignore me
Addicted to D Grayman..Arystar Krory is love ♥
The 11-12 volume made me go ;__; whyyyyy???
I have another 'date' with my friend tomorrow afternoon :|
My mom really need some relaxing time. We are going to Granada, Sevilla and Cordoba, all in Spain.
I'm goigg to miss you all! Anddddd, I couldn't help me, so...A Chibi Rufus Shinra :3
( Hello Mr. President )
I'm really tired today and all my body hurts. But I'm more or less fine.
thanks to you all for your support
My father passed away this night at 2 a.m. His body finally collapsed and he can't take it anymore, but he don't suffered much. Now we are dealing with all the procedures and tomorrow morning will be the funeral.
I'm a realistic person, and even if the doctors said that was a few-days-thing- and in fact it was a few-hours-thing I already saw that coming. So I'm not fine but I can deal with it. My mother have the worse part, and my uncle (my father's brother) is really affected too. I'm trying to help them as much as I can. I really don't like to cry in front to people, I doesn't make me feel better, and I cried a lot yesterday night alone so I can manage things now.
That's how I roll.
Now excuse me, I am going to make lunch.
Some of you already knew that my father was ill, he has pancreatic cancer. These days he caught an infection and then he needed a drain because he retained liquid in his paunch. After the drain he has been throwing up all the night and this morning my mother and him went to the hospital. Now he’s still on the hospital because his intestines are not working, the liver is failing and the same with the kidneys. He can’t have surgery and the painkillers for the pain just make his liver worse.
The doctors said that it's all about a few days.
That’s all for now.
But I made a decision and I talked with my friend, so I'm leaving my house. In a month or so. I'm going to live with my friend when her parents go to live to the new house.
I have a month or so to tell my fathers, wish me luck. I'm going to miss my mother a lot :/
I'm going to kill my father. Srly
Hes' getting on my nerves like whoa. My mom is exhausted too. Tomorrow he will have a SCAN to se how the treatment work, but he will not have the results until 25. He's nervous all the time, he dont' want to do something to get distracted, and he's all grumpy all the time. He yells at my mother, yells at me and he doj't yells at my sister because she's nearly never at home. What a help she is.
I love my father to death but...ARGGGGHH sometimes.